I'd rather regret than hurt.

Good morning! Was (and still am) lying on my bed in the dark, reading through my twitter timeline and...I don't know why I just feel sad.

Whether it is because A levels are 60 days, or perhaps lesser, away or because my timeline is flooded with many sad tweets today. And this just proves one thing I've done right. I thank God I didn't jump into any messy relationship issues despite knowing I'll probably regret, and yes I did, but so what that's behind me now and I'm happy. Isn't that all that matters? Commitment and carrying emotional baggage is really something I feel is beyond the best of my abilities. Mind you, I'm only seventeen and I have the rest of my life to love, hate, whatever! We're only young once. I like being immature, I like doing what I wana do w/o having to consider for others. Hellyeah, in others eyes, they'll most probably perceive that I'm selfish, but yknow it's better not to start anything than come to hurt and hate one another later if things don't end well.

Mind over heart. No doubt that's the smarter choice.

AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT IT'S ANDRES BDAY IN TWO DAYS OMGGGGG I'VE LOST TRACK OF DATES SINCE AUGUST BEGAN... Hopefully si and I can come up with something by Sunday, sigh.