Deficiency.
1. A worshipful, dependent and repentant heart. I feel so inadequately lacking in comparison to what God wants me to be.
2. I need to get my priorities right. Barely 70days to my first Alevel paper and I feast on sleep and dramas, wasting the minimal time left on anything but studying. I don't deny I'm a disappointment.
3. Stop making mental post-As plans and envying the freedom my seniors have because they've been through this one hell of a torturous period of time and deserve whatever they've got.
4. I need to learn to be more patient, more satisfied with my own lot because God has blessed me with more than I deserved.
5. Fretting over not being able to get into a decent local university and yet not treasuring every minute I have left with the books is plain ironic, and silly, of course. It is my own life I am ruining and no one else is to be blamed.
6. Commit my preparation for the As into God's hands. Whatever the result, be thankful and know that God has his intended purpose for my life.
7. Get my mind off watching dramas as I'm typing all these out in an effort to stop myself from watching instead. In the eight months of vacation, I can watch myself silly with all the shows guiltlessly and no one will care.
8. Younger brother's and Zeke's bday today and that adds two more names to my neverending list of friends whom I owe birthday presents.
9. I miss going for movie marathons with Z during post Os and promos, sigh 91days to the liberation I am more than desperate for now.
10. As much as I really want to go for youth's picnic and ziyin's bday celebration, study breaks are meant for spending more time cramming information into my head and not... literally taking a break.
11. I will, shall and must get through this 91 days some way or another, studying. And nothing else.
12. If I don't turn in soon, I'll probably oversleep tomorrow and have to face the wrath of changshi. But I don't deny I'm glad my primary/secondary school friends are so concerned for my studies to the extent of them forcing me out to study.
Deficiency is pretty relevant to my situation now, don't you have to agree? Sleep, knowledge, discipline, time, thankfulness; all of which I am lacking in....... ah i really can't be bothered okay goodnight i'm gonna sleep to the serenade of George Hu's voice hehehehe
2. I need to get my priorities right. Barely 70days to my first Alevel paper and I feast on sleep and dramas, wasting the minimal time left on anything but studying. I don't deny I'm a disappointment.
3. Stop making mental post-As plans and envying the freedom my seniors have because they've been through this one hell of a torturous period of time and deserve whatever they've got.
4. I need to learn to be more patient, more satisfied with my own lot because God has blessed me with more than I deserved.
5. Fretting over not being able to get into a decent local university and yet not treasuring every minute I have left with the books is plain ironic, and silly, of course. It is my own life I am ruining and no one else is to be blamed.
6. Commit my preparation for the As into God's hands. Whatever the result, be thankful and know that God has his intended purpose for my life.
7. Get my mind off watching dramas as I'm typing all these out in an effort to stop myself from watching instead. In the eight months of vacation, I can watch myself silly with all the shows guiltlessly and no one will care.
8. Younger brother's and Zeke's bday today and that adds two more names to my neverending list of friends whom I owe birthday presents.
9. I miss going for movie marathons with Z during post Os and promos, sigh 91days to the liberation I am more than desperate for now.
10. As much as I really want to go for youth's picnic and ziyin's bday celebration, study breaks are meant for spending more time cramming information into my head and not... literally taking a break.
11. I will, shall and must get through this 91 days some way or another, studying. And nothing else.
12. If I don't turn in soon, I'll probably oversleep tomorrow and have to face the wrath of changshi. But I don't deny I'm glad my primary/secondary school friends are so concerned for my studies to the extent of them forcing me out to study.
Deficiency is pretty relevant to my situation now, don't you have to agree? Sleep, knowledge, discipline, time, thankfulness; all of which I am lacking in....... ah i really can't be bothered okay goodnight i'm gonna sleep to the serenade of George Hu's voice hehehehe
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