Closer, not further.

Honestly, I think I might just stay single forever. I mean, it would actually be a good thing since I'm such a horribly selfish and indecisive bitch, undeserving of any commitment from anyone. I really have yet to met anyone who has brought me closer to God through our relationship and that just sucks because I think too far, and growing closer to God is priority over everything and anything else. That's the reason why none has worked out so far and maybe, I shouldn't expect any to.