Goodbye SAs.

Dying. Literally mad and mad tired.

Ran 4.3km then paddled 2times of 1km and 750m, 4times of 500m (and we capped twice sian, dayem the phobia we have for 500m chargedowns), countless times of 250m sprints (plus the conscious effort to maintain proper strokes and still be faster than that imba shitzxc xiying why she so strong I wana die already she still got energy hahaha). I do hope I won't be too tired to paddle tomorrow I don't want cui strokes and weak punches anyhow. Okay I just had to type it all out cause I wana remember how I'm able to pull through this torture and compare it to studying (sit down slack, eat, never even use body only brain, grow fat and all) when I'm mugging like crazy for Alevels months down the road.

Now someone please tell me why my mum is so unreasonable at times, like seriously wtf can you not see that I've training for more than half the day, I come home to crash so badly I can't even get up for dinner and now I wana start studying you have to come give me all this shit about doing the dishes when I've washed my own dish and the remaining dishes in the sink are my fucking lazy brother's, who btw has been playing his entire day away and is fast asleep like he is King of all pigs of some sort now. Please open your eyes, c'mon why come lecture me about being calculative and selfish instead of snapping some sense in that senseless, arrogant lad to resemble less of a lazy bum. I think its not justified at all because now I am fuming and I don't have time to waste with only Thursday and Sunday to study for my Midterms next week. Pretty much a goodbye to SAs already though.