Horrible mood, even after my two-hour-long nap. I think even pushing someone off their boat or something is not gonna rid of this gloomy mood urgh. Don't even know why the frustration.

Actually hoping that tomorrow will be land trng. Need to run some rounds and feel so cui and tired to the bone I'll have no energy to think about anything. I hate paddling cause my confidence hits rock bottom when in the water. Reckon I can give a shit about being focused when I feel so out of place.

I hate paddling. Hah, how contradicting.