Mixed Feelings.

Can't believe I'm done with the first race of Njcc. Frankly speaking I'm actually quite contented cause I felt like there was improvement, but Jamie's disappointed in me cause I tapped thrice. I need to kick this bad habit away before tomorrow's 500m race!! ): I just hope we won't finish farfar behind the rest tomorrow please dear God give us confidence and strength and stamina and some boat to capsize!


Inferior and unwanted- thats just about what I'm feeling now. I need to do some self reflection.