When the only constant is change.

On late nights like this, hunger's my best friend. Yes, I am hungry again. I really want to eat but I need to lose some fats and gain muscles- not mentioning the weight gained urgh. Better than Revenge is replaying over and over again in my head. Its pretty catchy, but rather a slutty song from Taylor.

Anyway, out with Si and Andre today! Haven't been to cineleisure for quite abit- we've been frequenting Vivo's GV recently instead. As usual I overspent again today. Not on food, not on clothes, but movies. Seriously, a terrible idea sigh, came out broke and giddy considering we were seated in the front rows for both Narnia and Tron. Enjoyed Narnia, but I kinda felt that Tron's storyline was, uh- thats all?? I was definitely expecting more.

Also, tauhuey's saturday is seemingly never gonna come cause Deb/Damien/me are taking turns to be busy weekly. Such a frustration, I wana have my tauhuey soon. On the other hand, if Aaron feels fine tomorrow, I'll finally get to have my chengteng and oyster pancake tomorrow night!! I forgot to meet up with Zeke on Thursday for dinner and he'll probably gonna kill after he gets back from his holiday which starts tomorrow.

Just realised so many of my friends are overseas- with Darren and Rae at Hongkong, Iggy and Zeke in Japan, Wina in Bangkok, my Saturday has been pretty dull. Crashed the moment I got home from training, wanted to go to the flea but I couldn't get up on time so heck. Was planning to go to JB tomorrow with my parents but I think I'll stay in Singapore to hang around a lil with Si after church (since I won't be at camp heheheh)!

I can't attend youth camp next week since theres training just about everyday. Kinda upset about it, its the first time I'll be missing camp. Sihui screamed at me just now hahahaha, it'll be just you and little kiddos and Andre! Good luck with having fun hehehe (:

Someone kill my wrists please. Yes, I can literally feel them giving way fwarrrgh. So much for not eating right when I was younger (and now too) but hell yeah I am one weakling shit and I deserve to feel inferior and lousy. But no I don't get it why people have to bitch if you suck at paddling. I really do know that and I'm trying, just maybe not hard enough in your eyes? Fight for survival much.

My whole body's full of injuries after training- from cuts to blisters to bruises to hurt wrists FML, really hurting and I have training early tomorrow again. Brilliant, another day of torture soaking my hand in the water ): I need my sleep, goodnight.