I close my eyes and pray.

I overthink.
I think when I wake up, when I'm eating, when I'm paddling, when I'm running (especially when I'm running), when I'm watching my shows and am on Youtube, and when I turn on my ipod, I think somemore. I am still thinking. Thinking about impossible scenarios which have been replaying in my head.

I don't understand how I'm daring enough to do high elements happily but yet I've got no guts when it comes to clarifying matters. Ironically pathetic.



I am weird, aren't I? Thinking a little too much, I need my sleep.