So that you may understand.

My issue of trusting others might probably be different from others.

When I say I don't trust you, its not so much about the I-know-youre-gonna-tell-the-whole-world part, because I know everyone does that. And more often than not, its not something that can be helped. (So yes, unless I specifically remind you to keep what I tell you to yourself, 70% of me expects you to tell another individual, sadly. There's still 30% of hope though!) Rather, when I say that I don't easily trust people, I am speaking of a lack of confidence in them to listen to my entire story; my opinions, my complaints, my insecurities, unhappiness and all. I just don't have the confidence in many, without the fear of them running off because they think I have too many issues and just leaving me more helpless.

I do wonder at times if anyone feels the same as well. Trust is a really vague term with the different aspects and whatnot, don't you think?



Well, I just wanted to get that off my chest! Back to Glee for now, training early tomorrow again. Paddled quite a pathetic distance today considering Yujing managed 14rounds. Yes, I am jealous. I pray my wrist will hurt less tomorrow.

(btw TP's Mensa food is really yummy. Had two portions for lunch today; Jap and Western!! Don't judge, I was starving okay. Now you should go sneak in and try as well. I was wearing my tpjc tee and it kinda attracted awkward stares muahaha, intruder much.)