Pretty upset right now. Why must my wrist get injured now of all times and why can't it heal faster why why why. I feel redundant at the reservoir not being able to paddle in my darling MOE174 peisheng finishing as many rounds as the others did. It is so frustrating to go for training, especially since wanting to paddle is the only reason left for me to want to stay in canoeing, the freaking only damn reason as to why I can stay in this screwed up place. This morning was plain miserable.

I want to paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle paddle, and paddle. I have no appetite for anything else.


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Okay I don't care anymore. Heck my wrist, imma push limits tomorrow!! Please no KC training I feel insecure using other boats.