Its twelve o'clock and I need your attention.

1.30am. Hehe I just woke up, I missed dinner again for God knows the number what time this week, my nose is all stuffyand here I am posting when I should be really, just concentrating on my written report sigh. OH YES AND I JUST DREAMT THAT MY AWESOME BIRTHDAY WISH CAME TRUE, if you know what my birthday wish was you'd probably be worried!

Today was the last day of school for the J2s ): I am surprisingly, more upset than I thought I would be. I mean with all the pwetty seniors leaving the school- it is depressing. Don't really know what to expect next year without the J2s; particularly Joe and the OGLs and canoeing seniors and ShenYee to go to school together with. I might not meet promotion criteria, might not even want to stay on in this hell hole next year. In short, I can't picture myself being a J2 lah hahaha eighteen years old so old yknow, it gives me goosebumps. I wana stay seventeen forever please!


Small boy Joe graduated today/yesterday, gosh he's all grown up already and even performed this awesome original song with curly hair Hafiz on stage for grad (which I sneaked into with Zhijun, Sk and Javier)! He almost made me cry during chinese lesson today with a letter he wrote me and imma miss him like hell seriously. Wouldn't have gotten through this year without him around; not sure if you'll see this but THANKS JOE, BOY YOURE AWESOME.


This year zoomed past abit too quickly, too many new experiences, changes and regrets.