If I fail, then I fail. But I gave it a shot.

Ever heard of this; friends go through thick and thin together, share good times and bad times together. Seems like you haven't.

There're only two kinds of friends around; true ones who bother to stick around till the end giving you all the support you need, the ones you'll keep in contact with all the time, the ones you immediately turn to when you need someone to be there, the ones who can actually throw out all their worries/complaints/woes/unhappiness unto and they'll more than be willing to stomach all these for you. I'm thankful to God for giving me a handful of such great friends. I am really thankful for you all especially if you've been here for me during this- well, I would say upsetting time for me. Thank you so much and I love you people.

On a lighter note, the second type would be the small-talk, heeheehaha friends. I suspect that theyre ninjas in disguise sometimes. Yknow, they really know when to vanish into thin air; when the skies are grey, the strong winds are blowing, the thunderstorm approaching. But, I'm sure they'll somersault back into your vision the spilt second the rain abates and a rainbow stretches across the clear blue sky. It makes you feel like youre falling helplessly at times, but hey, don't blame them! I guess they probably just got caught up with something else more important. Or maybe they think of you not as a friend to keep, just like what you think of them now. These people, theyve probably never seen you cry, never heard your story, never bothered. Thats because they'll judge if they hear all these complaints from you, instead of knowing its just a sign of trust, something so essential in a friendship; theyre simply more burdens theyre reluctant to carry. These small-talk friends will blend in with the insignificant background sooner or later.

So, don't waste tears, don't waste any efforts. No, not on friends who might not even knowledge you some years down the road, along the same path we took today.