Crossroads

HI I JUST WOKE UP FROM MY DONT STUDY-JUST FAIL PROMOS-JUST RETAIN-DROP OUT-JUST GO POLY DREAM. HELL YEAH, FINALLY. AFTER SO MANY PEOPLE TRYING TO KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO MY DELUSIONAL STATE FOR QUITE SOME TIME ALREADY. BUT I AM PRETTY MUCH DEAD CAUSE I AM STILL VERY MUCH HOOKED ON WATCHING MY AMERICAN DRAMAS, COLOURING MY FROLICK ORGANISER AND SLEEPING AT ALL THE WRONG TIMES. WITH A LITTLE OVER A WEEK TO COVER ALL THESE CHAPTERS, SUBJECTS WHATNOT AND LESSONS TO ATTEND EVERYDAY, I FORESEE A MISERABLE WEEK AHEAD. WELL I'VE NEVER REALLY TRIED TO ACCOMPLISH SO MUCH IN SUCH A SHORT TIME BEFORE- C'MON I ALWAYS PREPARED BIT BY BIT ABOUT A MONTH AHEAD FOR END OF YEARS IN UPPER SECONDARY ALL RIGHT. ALL I WANT NOW IS TO TRY MY BEST BEFORE REALLY GIVING UP ON ATTEMPTING TO TAKE THE A LEVELS.

OH WELL THANK GOD, AT LEAST I WOKE UP FROM THIS DREAM, GIVING ME MORE THAN SEVEN DAYS TO PANIC. OKAY, WISH ME LUCK PLEASE. I NEED IT.