Thank you Lord.

HEHEHEHE IMMA GOOD GIRL, its past twelve and I'm supposedly working on my chinese assignment (Y)

School today was more bearable than usual, thanks to the weather GOD I LOVE YOU FOR LETTING IT RAIN, and studying with Si♥ and Andre!! Its like we study and eat at swensens and play and study at macs and talk as loud as we want to, HECK ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK RIGHT MY STUPID GIRL? I love them so much seriously cause I can totally be my absolute retarded self in front of them crapping nonstop and laughing like nuts, be childish and critise sihui for being logically stupid and rude and noisy and ahlian and rebel and laugh at andre for screwing up his own life by gaming and gaming and being idiotic and all without any restrains. Because we know whether true or not, I LOVE THEM FOR THEIR SHORTCOMINGS AS WELL HAHAHAH SEE I AM SO NICE AND I HAVE SUCH A BIG HEART OKAY. YOU TWO HAVE SO MANY BAD POINTS YET I STILL ACCEPT YOU TWO HAHAHAHA.

Saturday spent with them was awesome as well! Studying in the late morning, then church, then Astons' with the rest of the CFs cause tickets for inception were sold out luh like what the hell!! YES BUT THEN WE WATCHED FIREWORKS HEHEHE, better than inception so screw you Cathay!

After Astons and the rest left at ten plus, I wanted to study more, so-

I know what you're thinking; WHAT IS THISSSS, STUDY WITH ICECREAM CONES IN OUR HANDS SMILING AT THE CAMERA? Hehehehe but the books didnt even make their grand entrance out of our backpacks luh okay. Oh and we bought three pwetttty blue monkey rings, please dont deny you're jealous! Well, I guess the studying plan failed, but I had hell lots of fun laughing and laughing and laughing my Saturday away, and thats all that matters.

Honestly, I really thank the Lord for giving me such awesome friends who make me really happy all the time. Heheheh I'm gonna keep thanking God for everything and anything I can think of today cause Ben taught me this yesterday when we had this super long heart to heart talk and prayer session over the phoney!! And today, this silly boy surprised me with I SWEAR IT IS THE CUTEST TOY ON EARTH, this-

he passed it to me during physics lecture somemore! Its the sweetest thing anyone has done for me for quite awhile, the last time was a gift from Si! Made my day really, thanks so much! I guess little things like this are more than enough to cheer me up (: and i'm going to keep thanking God for all these that he has blessed me with.

I thank God for Wina and Iggy too, they've always been there for me I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU EDWINA CHOW MEI SEE. So please crash my fucked up school soon to save me already! I cannot wait to go back to Vj to surprise Iggy and have watch the free-flow of pretty girls there. As pervertic as it sounds, I am not crazy not lesbo not abnormal okay, don't give me the shit, what you dont do it too huh. You all just pretend pretend you don't notice them, eeeyer so barb.

Photospammed with zhong&matt during physics lect anyway, andandand rozanna yesterday after my 2.4run! Sorry I know I look cui and am an eyesore here, but I mean who said we couldn't take photos ugly?? You think everyone as pretty as you meh!

I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE I MANAGED TO RUN ALONE UNDER THE SUN LOL. I think I'm really scared of loneliness or at least in school, wonder how others might judge me if they see me sitting/doing stuff alone hm? I dont like it at all and I'm going to change. So please, if you're unhappy with me and whatnot- tell me straight in the face. If you think there's something I need to change, say it all right, tyvm it would save me alot of agony thinking how I've offended you. LOL i wanted to type your asses here (instead of you), real badly. But i shall not because it sounds too crude and imma innocent little girl hehehehhe! I need to mind my lauguage btw, I've been turning into such an angry person recently, everything just comes spilling out whenever I feel like it. I am disgusted at my lack of discipline to keep it within.

Okay, it is past one already and it is time to sleep, boy am I going to give a shit about chinese when my eyes are screaming for a timeout. Lets hope I do not skip tomorrow, or else that would mark the millionth thursday I skip.