Sunday, July 25, 2010

Yes, No, Yes, No, I DON'T KNOW

I dont deny that sometimes i'm really upset that you werent really there for me when I really needed your support for the past horrid week. Honestly, I dont know how I got through it, but I know it would have been 16482375times worse if Ginnie and Jamie and Sihui werent there for me, so thanks alot honeys (: I really apprecriate you girls being there for me when I was really moody and down.

I dont blame you or anything really, but I'm really hurt at the fact that when i first texted you last week you didnt reply me at all. And one week later, you suddenly remember to ask me how things are now. You dont sound sincerely concerned, I'm sorry.

The past week has been, different, I should say. Been spending quality time with J and G (: and phonecalls with Si! Too bad I had to rush out my eom, i couldnt meet Si and Wina on wednesday and thursday, instead I stayed home to actually put in effort to complete my backlog and tutorials. I do not want to take my promos as lightly as I did for this midterms, I deserved those poor grade for the pathetically little effort I put in- so, no complains (: In fact, its a really good wakeup call for me hehehhe and my parents are epic, when I told them about the meet the parents session, my dad went "Dont worry, we're not going" HAHAHA LOLOL they've actually only been to one meet the parents session in my entire ten years of education as far as I recall! I am so lucky to have understanding parents, its just that recently they've started to nag at me regarding my using the computer for the whole day and what not!

My hands have been itching to send a text, I'm starting to doubt my own actions and urghhhh I am at a loss now I just wana die. I hate you Yufan cause I think you hit jackpot when you were talking to me during chinese lesson. When I was out studying at ehub yesterday, Justin Bieber was playing over and over again at Superdog. The lyrics of Baby are getting to me so badly I wanted to scream and I was wishing SO hard I wouldnt bump into you all, I just dont know how to face you yet. But, I still managed to finish quite abit of homework, I am amazing (:

Okay, so for now, I am going to work on assignment9 and my gaseous state tutorial. I dont know wny I can be on task for everything except for chinese. Like the essay which was due last term. Remind me again why I am such a sucker for chinese and getting into such messes?

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