Damn, I had enough of this shit

Yesterday and today was really awful. I'm so mentally drained I wana die and just give up already. My goodness, its only been a week since I last saw Si and two weeks since I last saw Wina and a month since I last saw Alex. I obviously cant live without you all and not sink into depression almost like instantly. Yknow depression, like slit wrist, emo at one corner, dont bother to reply texts, no appetite, go kill someone to vent frustrations. Yeah something like that.

okay i'm tired, i suck at all this self-motivation shit really. I pray after this weekend will be a better school week, k nightnight byeeeee.