Mood: VERY VERY CONFUSED.

GAH. I dont know what to do): Canoeing is starting to get really physically and mentally draining cause I'm always too tired to study and things are starting to become messy, somewhat?

Anyway, visited Darren's place after canoeing yesterday with the canoeing girls and a few seniors. I can swear it was just super awkward for Joleen and me! REALLY. Because unlike the rest, the two of us are not close to any of the seniors who went yesterday, or maybe I should say, none of the seniors at all. The only reason I went yesterday was because of Jo and Jamie! Hmph and Beatrice was glaring at me yesterday when I was at Darren's, felt DAMN uncomfortable! Why can't things be as simple as how it was during the first week of school when we were still in our OGs!

And yesterday MOSES WENT FOR ODAC CAMP. Prolly that made canoeing even weirder cause we're starting to hang around as a whole clique already! Blah, and in the last 48hours, at least five individuals have tried to persuade me to quit canoeing. Very tempted I must say. Marcus was asking me to join dance and was like SUPER shocked I'm in canoeing. Leon tells me its the RETAINEE cca cause it takes up so much time. Joseph keeps repeating the fact that I'm going to become a MAN. Darren says I dont look good being tan and I'm going to become shorter and fatter after canoeing! WAHLAO LAH):


I think Jo's advice is the best and I absolutely heart her for that; Follow my heart.
And I shall. I will STAY in canoeing for the meantime and paddle my K2 with Jo, cause its just so much fun if I forget about all the other annoying stuff that comes along with the time in the water paddling and enjoying myself. Thanks Jo, I LOVE YOU!! (And I want your heart and body toooooooo ahhahahahah!)