Choosing a school is so annoying. Especially if you don't exactly care to begin with. You have to make sure you make the COPs, then check around with the rest to see which annoying idiots you'll be seeing again and then double; triple-check the stupid application.
Stupid system that just sucks to the max, honestly.
Or maybe, I'm just in a super foul mood now upon realising mjc will be literally flooded with familiar faces I REALLY want to get away from.


OKAY FORGET IT NEVERMIND.
I JUST HANDED IN MY APPLICATION AND SHALL NOT THINK OF AMENDING IT.

The only think I really want to do now is to take a long long long bus ride which never ends.
I dont feel like posting much(other than the fact that i really needed to rant about JOE GOING TO MJC). Or texting, or even to listen to music, hm.



If it took months just for me to realise and admit I feel this way,
saying I feel something for you is seriously an overstatement.
Much less say having to convince myself over and over again that I'm feeling that way.
So, why bother to start, knowing that this rush of emotions will melt into nothingness as fast as it set itself in my heart? Knowing that by the time school term starts, I'll be not mentally strong enough to ponder over these issues? In fact, its blatant that it's time to get over it.
Right now, it is almost as if I can feel a tinge of gingerswirl abating already.