currently listening to; NOTHING CAUSE NOTHING CAN SAVE ME/MAKE ME FEEL BETTER NOWWWWWW. GAH.

I AM HYPERVENTILATING RIGHT NOW.
I have to go for camp in eight hours, dammit. Have yet to start packing, have yet to prepare my heart for the next four days; a closer encounter with God(i hope), making new friends, definitely feeling left out at times and etc!

Anyway, i will get a DiGi card once i get there. I need to text. Or else i will suffocate. Well i have to plan overseas trip with rae:D And hahahaha laugh at alex if she's working alone): Some really sad fact just dawned upon me-i do not have an ipod charger; okay i have one but i cant bring it, sheeeeeesh.
In short, i'm feeling really sad now:/

Christmas is over. Hello, boxing day, camp, the campfire i'll miss and dearest meiyen's sweet sixteenth! Love you babe!
Right then, i better go start packing, bye lovelies.



Its like entangled strings of emotions which continues to tangle up because you try time and time again to ignore it. Thought it was just gulit for misleading you, but now it seems like I was actually misleading myself instead. Really want to cry but i cant bring myself to, so goodbye.