Cigarette Papers

Kinda really moody today, I don't really know why either. Maybe its just another come and go kind of lamenting-over-my-pathetic-existence mood again. Oh yes it sucks especially when I had a test just now and I have a test later, both of which I didn't actually prepare for.

I know why youre upset with me and I clearly do understand that its fair that you probably hate to right down to the core, rolling your eyes and bitching's nowhere close enough to depict how much you abhor my very existence. Or no, maybe you don't even give a shit at all altogether. But well, the point is I am actually actually still sad about it like wtf, see the damn irony here? Urgh this is so frustrating and it just feels so horrible like how the smell of cigarette papers make me wana puke.