I'm currently bursting with stuff to type and all, but well, I know I won't post these thoughts. It is tskpfftgahhhh frustrating having to keep it all within and shutting my mouth. But well, now I've got a SUPER good reason to shut up.

(: The straight bar with 10kg weights fell onto my face hitting my lower lip during training just now. I feel so lucky actually. Thank God it didn't crash onto my nose or my jaw. I think i might just die if it literally crushed my jaw bone or nose bridge! I have this super swollen bottom lip which is a flushed blood red right now. It feels as if my lip is going to fall off anytime and I look FUGLY. Very fugly indeed. Jared gave me this great idea to wear a mask to school tomorrow and claim that I've H1N1, HAH smart righttttt! Mel suggested skipping school, and I'm actually really considering to do so because my bottom lip is really really really disfigured ): fwwwwarghhhh i feel so ugly. And tired and sleepy cause I have had only about ten hours of sleep for the past four days HEE.

No longer ugly betty, just make it fugly joelynn lah. I feel so cui.





I'm not okay.
And you're not okay either.
So can't you just stop pretentious, acting like everything's okay when it isn't.
I hate it when things are just so superficial and ungenuine.