currently listening to; afterlife by A7X!

this is the song i turn to when i'm MAD, REALLY REALLY MAD.

MY MUM ACTUALLY CALLED THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD TO FIND OUT WHERE I WAS, DESPITE ME HAVING ALREADY TOLD HER THAT I'LL BE IN BEDOK YESTERDAY REPEATED TIMES SOMEMORE. SHE CALLED WINA, NOT ENOUGH. STILL MUST CALL MISS ONG TO GET ALEX'S NUMBER, THEN TO GET MISS ONG'S NUMBER SHE STILL NEED TO CALL AUNTY CHERYL. SO NOW WOULDNT THE WHOLE DAMN BLOODY WORLD BE UNDER THE IMPRESSION THAT I'M SOME REBELLIOUS KID WHO DOESNT KNOW HOW TO GO HOME? WHO DOESNT KNOW WHAT JOB SHE SHOULD TAKE, AND WHAT SHE SHOULDNT? ITS LIKE AS GOOD AS CALLING ME A PLAIN DUMB IDIOT WHO'LL GO SELL DRUGS IF THEY ASK ME TO, TO GO EAT SHIT IF THEY ASK ME TO RIGHT?!
WHAT THE PHEEESH OKAY.

anyhow, i'm really happy with the job i've now, even though its really really tiring! the pay's good and the boss, somewhat, is very nice! for once since Os, my feet arent hurting due to shopping, but haha WORKING! LOL. i'm so going to earn back all the money i spent in the past week by this week no matter what! that almost-empty bank account is making me feel super guilty. and i need money to buy a camera and a phone really really soon!

i'm going to earn all those money back in no time okay!